mo is in the depression

i'm not even going to bother to pretend that you're here any more. you're off with your new life. i'm here. trapped. you're not coming back. i'll never leave this seat with the phone that rings, looking out at the blue sky with no hope of feeling the rays of sunshine on my freckled skin. i'm just a nobody in a world full of nobodys. its not cool but who cares? no one thats who.